Jacai Colson

A Maryland police officer who was shot and killed outside a police station was hit by 'friendly fire' from a fellow officer, the NY Daily News reports.

Officer Jacai Colson, 28, was shot and killed outside a Landover, Md., police station as 2 brothers filmed their oldest brother's attempted suicide by cop on Sunday afternoon.

Police say brothers Malik Ford, 21, and Elijah Ford, 18, plotted with their eldest brother Michael DeAndre Ford, 22, to film his suicide as he fired on cops and civilians with a handgun.

Michael Ford's mother, Lisa Ford, told police her son suffered from Schizophrenia.

The younger brothers recorded Michael's last Will and Testament on a cell phone. Then they followed him in a vehicle and filmed as he randomly opened fire on cars and even an ambulance.

Around 4:30 p.m., the three brothers arrived at the police station and Michael shot at police vehicles. 5 officers returned fire.

Officer Jacai Colson, 28, arrived at the police station at around the same time as the brothers. He was dressed for undercover duty in plain clothes and driving an unmarked vehicle.

Colson "found himself in the middle of a gunfight," Police Chief Hank Stawinski told The Daily News.

Ballistic evidence shows Colson was struck by a bullet fired by another officer who tried to take down Michael Ford.

Stawinski believes the other officer mistook Colson for a gunman.

"This community needs to know that this was callously recorded and could have been prevented," Stawinski said.

Police arrested all 3 brothers. Michael is in stable condition at a local hospital.

His mother suffered a heart attack after police served a search warrant at her residence. She was admitted to the same hospital as her oldest son.

"Michael needed some help, he needed some counseling," his aunt Shanelle Ramos-Rogers told the Daily News. "I don't know how this came to be."

"We are just devastated," she continued. "We are sorry for everything and all the grief we caused in this officer's life. We are truly shameful for everything going on."

The NY Daily News reports the three brothers face a minimum of 21 charges including second-degree murder, six counts of attempted first degree murder, nine counts of use of a handgun in the commission of a felony and additional charges will be added when the investigation is complete.

The department has received condolences from the White House.

  • <—Doesn'tTalkToStrangers

    Lord have mercy

  • <—Doesn'tTalkToStrangers

    Lord have mercy

  • Saharabutnotdry

    3 bad kids ...
    I feel sorry for the families , RIP Mr officer .

  • Saharabutnotdry

    3 bad kids ...
    I feel sorry for the families , RIP Mr officer .

  • rayne215

    OMG is this what happened? Friendly Fire? Suicide by cop? 2 brothers filming it? this is so senseless and dumb. UGH

  • rayne215

    OMG is this what happened? Friendly Fire? Suicide by cop? 2 brothers filming it? this is so senseless and dumb. UGH

  • rayne215

    Like, film him jumping off a bridge or downing a bottle of pills. You really gonna try to kill other people to take with you to end your worthless life? im so angry

  • rayne215

    Like, film him jumping off a bridge or downing a bottle of pills. You really gonna try to kill other people to take with you to end your worthless life? im so angry

  • IntroSpective

    Since mental illness is genetic I'm wondering if the 2 younger brothers were diagnosed or will be once tested. This just makes no sense any other way.

  • IntroSpective

    Since mental illness is genetic I'm wondering if the 2 younger brothers were diagnosed or will be once tested. This just makes no sense any other way.

  • Jusstlookn

    Horrible and just tragic. Heard in news, that residents could actually see as the suspect shooting take place.

    But what in hell is wrong with brothers, why filming?

  • Jusstlookn

    Horrible and just tragic. Heard in news, that residents could actually see as the suspect shooting take place.

    But what in hell is wrong with brothers, why filming?

  • MookieFly

    So sad when mental illness takes its toll. My prayers go out to the young officer's family and to the Ford family. So much going on in this country. Won't be long before the pot boils over

  • MookieFly

    So sad when mental illness takes its toll. My prayers go out to the young officer's family and to the Ford family. So much going on in this country. Won't be long before the pot boils over

  • Jusstlookn

    Ive been saying this for abiut the last 8 to 10 months. That we are in the midst of race wars and just civil unrest. It is time for a change.

  • Jusstlookn

    Ive been saying this for abiut the last 8 to 10 months. That we are in the midst of race wars and just civil unrest. It is time for a change.

  • TheRealLee

    Another case of mental illness gone unchecked. In Belgium they are offering euthanasia for people that no longer want to live due to an illness they feel cannot be cured or managed. I get it now.

  • TheRealLee

    Another case of mental illness gone unchecked. In Belgium they are offering euthanasia for people that no longer want to live due to an illness they feel cannot be cured or managed. I get it now.

  • Finding Forever…

    Was breaking news last night here & when I heard the "suspects" were @ Popeyes, sadly ASSUMED it was someone Black...He was turning 29 in the next few days, too... HOPE he gets the SAME send off as two white (not race droping, but stating facts) officers in Harford County--SHUT 695 DOWN, I got stuck in the traffic & to see the outpouring along the highway (people got of cars to salute) & the many other states & local jurisdictions...Never had a picture of the killer of them--still to this day, but did show his son, who said he was "mental" too--he was just in Florida & in trouble for threatening another cop & his ex-wife, too...The aunt of these three claimed, "the family had NO idea what would make them do this & NEVER had any warning signs"...I'll just wonder on...

  • Finding Forever…

    Was breaking news last night here & when I heard the "suspects" were @ Popeyes, sadly ASSUMED it was someone Black...He was turning 29 in the next few days, too... HOPE he gets the SAME send off as two white (not race droping, but stating facts) officers in Harford County--SHUT 695 DOWN, I got stuck in the traffic & to see the outpouring along the highway (people got of cars to salute) & the many other states & local jurisdictions...Never had a picture of the killer of them--still to this day, but did show his son, who said he was "mental" too--he was just in Florida & in trouble for threatening another cop & his ex-wife, too...The aunt of these three claimed, "the family had NO idea what would make them do this & NEVER had any warning signs"...I'll just wonder on...

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    So this officer was killed, but it could have been several other people he had already shot at. *sigh* So sad. If he was so determined to go, he should have just went somewhere by himself and did it. Now somebody is missing their son, husband and father tonight.?

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    So this officer was killed, but it could have been several other people he had already shot at. *sigh* So sad. If he was so determined to go, he should have just went somewhere by himself and did it. Now somebody is missing their son, husband and father tonight.?

  • Soon2BWife

    Is this the apropos time to #blacklivesmatter....look y'all we have pray for our people, this country, and for peace. Not just peace and unity during wars and at Trump rallies but peace in our homes and in the hearts of wayward souls. God help us all. This story=4 black men gone which=a great loss. Until we call out the attack on black men we are going to continue to see this cycle. If they take out our heads through violence, homosexuality, prison, systemic racism, thug culture that is funded by and profitted from by white people who own the record companies and own the rappers but are the 1st to call people mimicking the thug culture they promote "Thugs" , gangs, drugs, lack of opportunity, neglect, promotion of apathy what is going to happen to black women and children? Severe the head and the body won't survive.

  • Soon2BWife

    Is this the apropos time to #blacklivesmatter....look y'all we have pray for our people, this country, and for peace. Not just peace and unity during wars and at Trump rallies but peace in our homes and in the hearts of wayward souls. God help us all. This story=4 black men gone which=a great loss. Until we call out the attack on black men we are going to continue to see this cycle. If they take out our heads through violence, homosexuality, prison, systemic racism, thug culture that is funded by and profitted from by white people who own the record companies and own the rappers but are the 1st to call people mimicking the thug culture they promote "Thugs" , gangs, drugs, lack of opportunity, neglect, promotion of apathy what is going to happen to black women and children? Severe the head and the body won't survive.

  • That’s Interesting

    RIP Officer Colson. He was very handsome. I wonder if he had a wife. This was so senseless. I feel very sorry for the brothers mother. Them, not so much. Mental illness and evil can coexist. I hope they throw them under the jail...now they can do that together. Gave their poor mamma a heart arrack.

  • That’s Interesting

    RIP Officer Colson. He was very handsome. I wonder if he had a wife. This was so senseless. I feel very sorry for the brothers mother. Them, not so much. Mental illness and evil can coexist. I hope they throw them under the jail...now they can do that together. Gave their poor mamma a heart arrack.

  • Ni Ni

    So true. It seems like the brothers may be mentally ill as well or lack emotion or common sense. I'm at a loss for words for this case.

  • Ni Ni

    So true. It seems like the brothers may be mentally ill as well or lack emotion or common sense. I'm at a loss for words for this case.

  • Finding Forever…

    Was actually surprised they "those in law enforcement" admited that they actually shot him (Mr. Colson) because who could ever really dispute the claim...Just told my family, maybe he would have survived the shooting miraculously somehow w/o the "friendly gunfire" shot...The shooter had way more ammunition too & was said that he wanted "to go out in a blaze of glory against the cops"...JUST SAD EITHER WAY YOU DICE IT :(

  • Finding Forever…

    Was actually surprised they "those in law enforcement" admited that they actually shot him (Mr. Colson) because who could ever really dispute the claim...Just told my family, maybe he would have survived the shooting miraculously somehow w/o the "friendly gunfire" shot...The shooter had way more ammunition too & was said that he wanted "to go out in a blaze of glory against the cops"...JUST SAD EITHER WAY YOU DICE IT :(

  • Ni Ni

    These presidential candidates should prepose bringing back mental institutions.

  • Ni Ni

    These presidential candidates should prepose bringing back mental institutions.

  • Soon2BWife

    We also need to stop just praying for mentally sick folks. Pray, yes! However, God blessed us with doctors and medicine! Use them.

  • Soon2BWife

    We also need to stop just praying for mentally sick folks. Pray, yes! However, God blessed us with doctors and medicine! Use them.

  • Ni Ni

    The whole family seems to be off.

  • Ni Ni

    The whole family seems to be off.

  • Jusstlookn

    Post will go left shortly
    Goodnight

  • Jusstlookn

    Post will go left shortly
    Goodnight

  • BrownSugar

    I believe he had a girlfriend. His female neighbors said that he was a real gentleman. He would offer help to women if he saw them carrying grocery bags etc. The women said it was rare to see men helping out in their neighborhood; meaning he was probably the ONLY gentleman around there . We're losing too many good black men!

  • BrownSugar

    I believe he had a girlfriend. His female neighbors said that he was a real gentleman. He would offer help to women if he saw them carrying grocery bags etc. The women said it was rare to see men helping out in their neighborhood; meaning he was probably the ONLY gentleman around there . We're losing too many good black men!

  • Lorenzo Chaps

    I guess it's safe to say they were going to record it to post for hits on the net. SMH.

  • Lorenzo Chaps

    I guess it's safe to say they were going to record it to post for hits on the net. SMH.

  • MookieFly

    It's around the corner and this country is not ready for what will happen next

  • MookieFly

    It's around the corner and this country is not ready for what will happen next

  • Ceezus

    Right! They went along with the stupid plan.

  • Ceezus

    Right! They went along with the stupid plan.

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    They did indicate that it could have been friendly fire when it was reported last night on the local news.

    RIP to this young man.... words fail, smh...

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    They did indicate that it could have been friendly fire when it was reported last night on the local news.

    RIP to this young man.... words fail, smh...

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    Not trying to sound too mystical or spooky, but what comes to mind is "generational curse" ... :kona:

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    Not trying to sound too mystical or spooky, but what comes to mind is "generational curse" ... :kona:

  • That’s Interesting

    So sad! Smdh!

  • That’s Interesting

    So sad! Smdh!

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    This man died because this nignog was too much of a coward to kill himself? I almost asked what is wrong with people but mental illness is real folks.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    This man died because this nignog was too much of a coward to kill himself? I almost asked what is wrong with people but mental illness is real folks.

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    My God, Detective Colson' s parents at the press conference... heartbreaking, smh

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    My God, Detective Colson' s parents at the press conference... heartbreaking, smh

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    Now the aunt is talking about they need answers to why this happened... I think I want her to shut the fugg up because if she didn't know her own nephews were unstable, who does she expect to have the answers?????

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    Now the aunt is talking about they need answers to why this happened... I think I want her to shut the fugg up because if she didn't know her own nephews were unstable, who does she expect to have the answers?????

  • Ni Ni

    *whispers in your ear* she mentally ill too Nancy. What station the press conference on?
    I had to change that from crazy...dont want to come across as insensitive.

  • Ni Ni

    *whispers in your ear* she mentally ill too Nancy. What station the press conference on?
    I had to change that from crazy...dont want to come across as insensitive.

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    It was just a snippet on the news of the police chief's press conference from earlier today ... then they showed his parents arriving ...wish I hadn't watched it, my heart hurts for them.

    The chief said the brothers just sat and filmed everything he was doing, even as he shot at an ambulance! How do you sync up as a trio to carry out an act this evil????

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    It was just a snippet on the news of the police chief's press conference from earlier today ... then they showed his parents arriving ...wish I hadn't watched it, my heart hurts for them.

    The chief said the brothers just sat and filmed everything he was doing, even as he shot at an ambulance! How do you sync up as a trio to carry out an act this evil????

  • AnonymousRose

    Sometimes .........well most of the time I wish there was a place civilized humans can go... And not have to worry about this stuff

  • AnonymousRose

    Sometimes .........well most of the time I wish there was a place civilized humans can go... And not have to worry about this stuff

  • shell

    All 3 of those nigs are sick...

  • shell

    All 3 of those nigs are sick...

  • Cricket404

    It would hard for me to be a cop, I would drop my gun and badge and say f55k it.

  • Cricket404

    It would hard for me to be a cop, I would drop my gun and badge and say f55k it.

  • morenYAHdelsur

    WTF IS WRONG WITH THE BROTHERS?!?!

  • morenYAHdelsur

    WTF IS WRONG WITH THE BROTHERS?!?!

  • ChocolateBeauty

    A very handsome man R.I.P. officer Colson

  • ChocolateBeauty

    A very handsome man R.I.P. officer Colson

  • BTweekin

    A Lot Of Cops Make Over 100k. New Jersey Is One Of The Highest Paid States For Cops With An Average Pay Of 91k Not Including Overtime. Not To Mention The Benefits & Health Insurance. Those New York Cops That Were Killed Last Year, The Department Paid Off Their Wives Mortgage. They Get 3 Times Their Salary & They Got 1.5 Million Cash. Teachers & Most State Workers Have The Same Benefits, But Just Get 3x A Person's Salary If They Die.

  • BTweekin

    A Lot Of Cops Make Over 100k. New Jersey Is One Of The Highest Paid States For Cops With An Average Pay Of 91k Not Including Overtime. Not To Mention The Benefits & Health Insurance. Those New York Cops That Were Killed Last Year, The Department Paid Off Their Wives Mortgage. They Get 3 Times Their Salary & They Got 1.5 Million Cash. Teachers & Most State Workers Have The Same Benefits, But Just Get 3x A Person's Salary If They Die.

  • Li

    Reading this story....this was the most fvcked up story I've ever read about someone being depressed and wanting to be killed by a cop....suicide by cop. ..... what is happening to our young black men....is it drugs? Is life that horrible that you want a cop to kill you? And then to have it filmed? What were they thinking about? Maybe selling it online?

  • Li

    Reading this story....this was the most fvcked up story I've ever read about someone being depressed and wanting to be killed by a cop....suicide by cop. ..... what is happening to our young black men....is it drugs? Is life that horrible that you want a cop to kill you? And then to have it filmed? What were they thinking about? Maybe selling it online?

  • Li

    Nah, it's time to move to Canada.

  • Li

    Nah, it's time to move to Canada.

  • Li

    Friendly fire is what killed the officer. But he was in street clothes and the other officers didn't know who was doing the shooting. Read the report / news online.

  • Li

    Friendly fire is what killed the officer. But he was in street clothes and the other officers didn't know who was doing the shooting. Read the report / news online.

  • Li

    They didn't know he was an officer because he was dressed in street clothes. They thought he was part of the shooting party.

  • Sexy CJ

    Officer Jacai Colson, 28, arrived at the police station at around the same time as the brothers. He was dressed for undercover duty in plain clothes and driving an unmarked vehicle when he suddenly “found himself in the middle of a gunfight,” Police Chief Hank Stawinski told The Daily News.

    Ballistic evidence shows Colson was struck by a bullet fired by another officer who tried to take down Michael Ford.

    Stawinski believes the other officer mistook Colson for a gunman.......

  • Li

    They didn't know he was an officer because he was dressed in street clothes. They thought he was part of the shooting party.

  • Sexy CJ

    Officer Jacai Colson, 28, arrived at the police station at around the same time as the brothers. He was dressed for undercover duty in plain clothes and driving an unmarked vehicle when he suddenly “found himself in the middle of a gunfight,” Police Chief Hank Stawinski told The Daily News.

    Ballistic evidence shows Colson was struck by a bullet fired by another officer who tried to take down Michael Ford.

    Stawinski believes the other officer mistook Colson for a gunman.......

  • Li

    It's too bad that the Ford Brothers weren't taken out like they wanted to be.

  • Li

    Still not worth it. You live with stress& paranoia 24/7. Who wants that?

  • Li

    It's too bad that the Ford Brothers weren't taken out like they wanted to be.

  • Li

    Still not worth it. You live with stress& paranoia 24/7. Who wants that?

  • ?E?E?M?A

    Why was the cop there in that kind of situation in plain clothes? That's dumb. How were the other cops supposed to know he was a cop??

  • ?E?E?M?A

    Why was the cop there in that kind of situation in plain clothes? That's dumb. How were the other cops supposed to know he was a cop??

  • Sexy CJ

    Identify your target before you pull the trigger. May we ask this of our police officers or is this too much to ask?

  • It’s Taurus Season

    God bless the officer, but the brothers too. Mental illness is real folks. And bless their mom too man. Feel real sorry for her.

    If it's your state turn today, and you haven't taken advantage of early voting if yall have it, rock the vote 2016!

  • Chile_Pleeze

    mental illness IS real.. I do agree.. but you know the YT delegation wont allow us to use that.. that's their go-to scapegoat

  • Sexy CJ

    **********

  • T’acheItEzeInMy6″Heels

    Man, this entire story is just sad. My heart goes out to officer Colson's family and his PGCPD family. The older brother had to have had a powerful influence over his younger brothers for them to go along with his twisted plan. I don't know what could have happened in their lives for them to think of something so disturbing. Prayers to all involved.

  • product of 79

    So it was a suicide gone bad? they didn't have enough sense to say,nah big bro we're going to get you some help? RIH sir ?...SMH

  • product of 79

    Think they said he was a narcotic officer.. Probly was undercover prior to the incident

  • Andrea

    Rest in Peace Officer Colson.

  • Readytochokemothernatureonout

    Wow bless the families. It's just so sad. Rest in peace to the officer.

  • LeBrick James

    The cop was wearing plain clothes, not his uniform. Bullets were flying. Things get crazy under those circumstances, and mistakes get made.
    . It's kind of understandable I guess. Unfortunate, but understandable under the circumstances.

  • Sexy CJ

    O.K........I can dig your perspective of "human error" in the midst of chaos; however, something just doesn't sit right with me.....I respect your view though....be that as it may.

  • lil goodie

    Everyone wants there 15 mins of fame. ..smh

  • free

    me either. the dude they were supposed to neutralize, who was out there prior, alone, standing there threatening them, is still alive despite the fact that 4 officers discharged their weapon. i would love to see the video of this.

  • free

    drugs, fugged up lifestyle, etc. etc. a lot of black men are in hella depression and when i see some of these broads who are raising the next generation.... whoooaaaa nelly!

  • free

    like a teacher, you gotta be born to be one. it ain't for everybody.

  • zeta4life

    U BETTA SAY IT!!!!

  • SameoleJ

    Yeah, a load of bullshiat!! Was he wearing a mask over his face, so nobody knew what he looked like and it says that only one brother was shooting.......how was he mistaken for :one of the gunmen" when there was only one gunman to begin with?

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Saw this on the news last night. My heart goes out to the family of Officer Colson. My heart goes out to the Ford family as well but I do have a question...how is it that all three sons have not a drop of sanity between them? Not one scintilla of sanity or common sense in any one of them? That's disturbing.

  • zeta4life

    as a woman married to someone in law enforcement....you should KNOW who your "folks" are...plain clothes or not...

  • zeta4life

    HEY SAMMMIE!!!!!.....THANK YOU....they was just "shooting" at a black man...ANY BLACK MAN!!!

  • SameoleJ

    Exactly, when you guys are out on a surveillance.........and are in plain clothes, don't you know each other?

  • zeta4life

    HEY MS!!!! how r u??? and "da flashes"....:kiss:...*gives u a cold rag*...lol!!!!

  • Sexy CJ

    I Agree.............So Many............

  • nucynu25

    Omg ..I can't

  • zeta4life

    MOD!!!!....*rubs belly*.....how r u and yours???? and that woman best to get her other sons checked...HOW THE PHUCK U GONE LET YOUR BROTHER COMMIT SUICIDE...(really)

  • nucynu25

    I promise kept thinking the number ain't right ..ain't no way 3 ppl thus evil combined

  • zeta4life

    I LOVE YOUR MEMES....LOL!!!!

  • SameoleJ

    There was NO shooting party, they said that only one brother was shooting and the others were filming it.

  • zeta4life

    yes,,, they have formations and all that just like the military....THEY WAS SHOOTING AT A BLACK MAN...FOH!!!

  • Auditor

    Well damn...this was just a fcked up situation all around...

  • Readytochokemothernatureonout

    Lol hey Zeta, it's awful for my kids I'm sure lol. Heat be going up and down. *hugs*

  • zeta4life

    MENTAL ILLNESS IS RUNNING IN THAT FAMILY....that ya'll was like...to your brother....we gone HELP u get killed...why not take some pills...shoot yourself...ANYTHING...this is sad, and crazy on so many levels..

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    This is in my area. Quite a few of my FB knew him/of him. Heartbreaking.

  • Readytochokemothernatureonout

    :(

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    And when brother said filmed me getting killed they were like, OKAY!

  • SameoleJ

    One was crazy and the other 2 had no common sense, they may have all been slow and the mother refused to admit it. Have an aunt with a slow child, didn't get her diagnosed until she was 20 years old, just because she didn't want to admit that she was slow.

  • zeta4life

    I ordered some sheets that's suppose to keep u cool...when I get them and try them out I will let u know...its real in these"men- all-pause skreets....LOL!!! *snatch my rag back and pit it betwixt my ta-tas*....*I ain't got but one, sharing is caring....ROFL!!!

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    They don't have to worry about getting checked. They all getting the needle.

  • SameoleJ

    So.....the two men who looked like the assailant, sat there and taped the incident and did NOT get shot, but the lone black officer, who showed up after the incident started was shot, because he was in plain clothes, after showing up to HIS VERY OWN PRECINCT?! I am not buying it!! Which one of those officers shooting had it out for him?

  • zeta4life

    LLLLLOOOOOOOZZZZZZOOOOOEEEE!!!!!!
    BABY GIRL!!!!! HOW R U???? ITS BEEN SO LONG....*good blog memories*....*BIG KISS*

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    He was undercover too, so he may not have loads of interactions with them. I don't know. Just heartbroken.

  • zeta4life

    *sniggling*..sorry but not sorry....so instead of one...this mom is gone lose ALL HER SONS....at the same damn time...TO THE SYSTEM!!!

  • zeta4life

    Had a aunt that stayed in the "backroom"...for years...because WE (blacks) don't want to admit it....I had to come to terms with my PTSD/OCD...because we think MENTAL ILLNESS IS A DISEASE INSTEAD OF A CONDITION...

  • nucynu25

    Like , nobody was like this nicca tripping am bout to tell mom...

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    Yup! They not gone let them brothers off. They knew what he was about to do.

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    You and me shall never part! Ladee dada

  • zeta4life

    yes they do....he was a officer BEFORE he became undercover...its just like the military...U HAVE TOO KNOW WHO YOUR SOLDIERS ARE...and he was not new....its sad...yes they ALL interact....I wonder how the officer who bullet it was feels...and what is going to happen to him...

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    Heartbreaking. Us blacks got to stop shaming folks for getting help. I know of men who refuse to let their wife seek counseling.

  • http://yeuphonic.com @yeuphonic

    And leave all the stupid people here? Nah. They'll vote to bomb Canada for oil, maple syrup and snow when they run out. Gotta keep a balance of intelligence in this country.

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    Will they say whose bullet it was?

  • WetPntees

    These brothas have some very subtle full lips.. Can probably kiss an ENTIRE azz.. The cheeks, hole, AND the sphincter

  • zeta4life

    OKAY!!!...black folks at that....we would be like "man gwon with that chit...and pass da blunt"...ALL THEM BOYS CRAZY!!!!...lol

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Not only let but encourage and record! That is the definition of senseless.

    The family is all good and super busy. We have a lot going on in the next 3 months. How are the Zetas?

  • zeta4life

    "me and you shall have one heart!!!!...my kee-da-da!!!..LOL

  • MzApple

    I saw a therapist recently because I had a lot going on in my life and when I told one of my friends, she called me weak. smh

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    I agree..."something is rotten in the state if Denmark"...

  • zeta4life

    everyone is GREAT....MRZ....doing great in career...but I think he miss the streets a lil...and Z21...is getting ready for a month deployment...ALL IS WELL...how is the "DA CASA OF DRA-GON' COMING???? so excited for u guys..

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    They either shame or ignore. Sickening. Then want to cry and wonder when it all goes wrong for the person.

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    She would be an ex-friend now! If she's not supportive of you making sure that you are at peace in your life, then she is not a true friend anyway. Kudos to you for being proactive for the health of your mind and spirit.

  • zeta4life

    I asked Mr the same thing...and he said it has to be disclosed to the family...BUT public I don't know...

  • MzApple

    thank you, it helped tremendously

  • SameoleJ

    She should be considered an ex-friend. When I have my anxiety attacks, my friends come to my house and watch me take my pill and then call me everyday afterwards and ask me if I took it. I get so many phone checks, that I started cussing them out!!LOL

  • http://yeuphonic.com @yeuphonic

    "4 black men lost = great loss" I respectfully disagree. 1 great man was lost to mistaken identity and 3 mentally ill black men survived their deliberate attacks on police and civilians.
    Also, we call out the attack on black men all the time so much so that we had to #sayhername to raise awareness of the many black women raped and murdered by police. We protect our men and rarely get reciprocity but that's the plight of the wombman...I guess.

  • zeta4life

    girl dem niggas was on some chit u hear me....I just wonder how the convo went...dem fools was probably like "we finna be famous"....I HATE "DANS"...dumb ass nigga....TUH!!!!

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    It's going. The snow caused major delays and we put up the money to get an extra crew working on it so it will be finished in time for the baby. So far so good, they are promising us a June 1st move in date, most of the furniture is ordered and coming in the last week of May so they better not say anything different!

  • MzApple

    I have distance myself from her.

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    That's no friend.

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    There is nothing weak about recognizing you need help and getting it. It's actually very brave! She is the weak one. Tell her to kiss your whole azz.

  • SameoleJ

    Good move, as her attitude will be detrimental to your well being and treatment. Surround yourself with positive and supportive people who even if they don't fully understand what is going on, they still want to help you and support you in any way that they can/. People don't realize the power in words, because most HEAR you talking, but don't really LISTEN to what you are saying.

  • zeta4life

    SOOOO excited!!!!!...I am using my "womanly ways" on MRZ....I want a hot tub...have a perfect spot in the backyard....

  • MzApple

    I agree.. thank you

  • Just Keya

    @MOD I emailed you.
    Good morning good people.

  • zeta4life

    thanks for clearing that up..."shooting party"....really

  • zeta4life

    KEY-KEY.....HEY U....*rubs yo belly also*...I miss-ed you

  • nicelyput32

    That is not your friend.

  • nicelyput32

    Good.

  • SameoleJ

    You are welcome and as a person who has suffered from depression and anxiety since I was 12, due to sexual abuse, keep up with your treatment and do what is best for you. If you see someone who seems like they need it, don't be afraid to speak with them and be encouraging, as that act also helps you. I didn't get treatment until I was 20, but for the Grace of God, I made it that far to get it. I find so much joy out of being there for others and being a support system for them, will even do pop-ups at houses and drag them out of bed into the sun, go out for lunch and walk the mall. And small children are so uplifting, so definitely get yourself around them when you feel that cloud coming on..........you have to push yourself to get better, you have to give it the good fight everyday and find a happy place to reach for. And definitely add prayer to your works.

  • nucynu25

    Yess

  • It’s Taurus Season

    I just told someone last night they needed to see a therapist. I believe in it. If I cant help you as your FRIEND, I want you to see someone who MAY be able to.

  • It’s Taurus Season

    You might need to do more than that. Where yall at? I can pay her weak ass a visit.

  • zeta4life

    THAT HEIFER AIN'T YOUR FRIEND!!!...tell her I said it..."wanch"....u get the help u need....I work with it everyday...and also go see "my" therapist once a month...not at my job of course....LOL!!!

  • nucynu25

    Dead

  • Just Keya

    ZETA!!!! How are you and your family?! How's it going?

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Goodt morning..... I'm really really really ready to start my vacation.

  • nucynu25

    U should cuz that bish is inconsiderate , eveneven if she didn't agree that wasn't what a friend says at a low moment for you. .

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    I know this is a serious post but every time I read something like this from you, I think of Charter.

  • zeta4life

    therefore the screen name....LMAO!!!!,,,U say phuck them crazy folks....what dat mouff do!!!!! *hollering*....go take them "pannies" off fo' u get a yeast infection...*fasstail*....LOL!!!!

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    You ain't mine. You abandoned me.

  • T’acheItEzeInMy6″Heels

    They were videoing from the safety of their car.

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    I answered. Send it!

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Not the meat Dubb. Please.

  • nicelyput32

    Where are we going?

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    Good Morning! Where are you going for vacay?

  • zeta4life

    GREAT!!!!! I see we having another girl....po lil J...nah he gone have to be whooping a lot of niggas asses over his sista's....LOL!!!

  • zeta4life

    LETTIE!!!! HEY NAH!!!!

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Good for you. She should've respected your acknowledgement of your need to get help. She should've been encouraging since so many people, like the ones up top roam the streets like ain't nothing wrong with them.

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    Hey Ms. Z! **big hug**

  • zeta4life

    *comes in blog with LV luggage*....what time we leaving????,,,,:hug:

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    I'm leaving Thursday... you can leave whenever you want to.

  • therealashland

    They look older than that.

  • Mel

    Wow his brothers decided to film it instead of get him help they are disgusting

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Some staycation, some beach, and some unknown. I'm just keeping it easy.

  • Just Keya

    YES!!! He wanted a brother though. Poor thing. Lol. I'm just praying for July. I'm ready to see the baby.

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    A lot of "friends" would rather gossip than help.

  • zeta4life

    *heifer*....all she had to say is she don't want me to go....*drags luggage back down the blog hallway*

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    NICE!!!! Get some rest, get some sun. Sounds good to me. Enjoy!?

  • zeta4life

    2 WORDS.....WORLDSTAR...or is that one word...LOL

  • MzApple

    definitely I pray and I have found that therapy has been helping me so much and I plan on continuing with it. Wishing u well and lots of blessings. Thanks for the encouraging words

  • zeta4life

    and get some "ack right"....adds that too list...LOL

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Naw. These damn fists.

  • Just Keya

    Oh you fancy huh?

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    No, it's fake. it's more like VL luggage. I think it's the Virgil Lee collection.

  • zeta4life

    I get so excited when you guys get preggers...BECAUSE I KNOW THEY WERE MADE IN LOVE....:Kiss:

  • It’s Taurus Season

    I MEAN that. I cant fix everything man. Much as I want to. Would LOVE to man. But there is help out there. I can refer the hell out of folks. Give you a ride. Pick you up. We going to eat afterwards. I mean to say somebody is weak done made me mad

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Don't drag that cheap azz luggage, it may fall apart.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    You sound like my exes... all of them. I guess the issue really was me. lol.

  • zeta4life

    girl love my LV luggage....been a fan since college...

  • MzApple

    THIS

  • Just Keya

    *eyes get big and sappy* she sure was. Lol.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Thank you. these peepa are working my nerves so I got to get a break from them.

  • zeta4life

    NERP!!!!.....GOODT BOOSTER....LOL!!!!

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    JESUS...

  • It’s Taurus Season

    I am on count down too. Next Tuesday til Sunday. Shummone!

  • WetPntees

    Hollerin

  • Just Keya

    Well tell your booster I need a hook up! Shoot. #CaringIsSharing

  • zeta4life

    HEY YOU....*lip quivering*....I miss u... *runs in slow motion to you*

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Well the real weak one is her. The positive thing about these kinds of situations is you realize who is for you and who is against you.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    The are no funds on the Blog Rush card. They are still holding them from the last time. Told us we couldn't verify our identity to get the money back.

  • It’s Taurus Season

    You dont email me no more *runs crine*

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    *Peeks out your LV luggage I hid away in hopes to go with yall...* Heeyyy..where we going?

  • zeta4life

    when I tell u I have been had her since we moved here.... YES BISH ALL UP IN THE MALLS...IN ATL...getting it.....

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Ok...in lighter news... That fool Amber Rose is still caping for Kim Kardashian. This time she made the mistake of comparing Kim and herself to Beyoncé. She said “It’s bullshit, and this is the thing: They come at me and Kim so hard because I was a stripper and she had a sex tape,” says Rose, who used to strip in her teen years to help provide for her family. “So if we could sing, it would be OK if we were on stage half-naked. We all love Beyoncé, but she’s on stage half-naked and twerking all the time, yet people say, oh, she has talent so she’s able to do that. We don’t have the talent that Beyoncé has, so we get criticized as former sex workers, but at the end of the day we’re just women—we’re all women—and we should all embrace each other. No one is greater. We’re all the same. So, to criticize us as incapable of being smart businesswomen because Kim has a reality show and I’m a socialite and we don’t sing is stupid. We’ve both been in movies, and we take our acting, business ventures, and everything else very seriously."

    Really Amber...just STFU. It's not even slut shaming, it's about the fact that as a woman trying to raise young women I want them to realize the value in their brains AND their bodies. I want them to know that their whole being is sacred and not for public consumption. I want them to know that they have more to offer the world than showing azz for likes or "fame." Stop the bs.

  • Readytochokemothernatureonout

    Awwwwww thank you ? lol

  • SweetsJunkie

    I was thinking the same thing

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Especially since im hiding in this bish..dammit..I thought I was gone get a free trip!! Zips up roll around..

  • LeBrick James

    To my mind, these 3 brothers were all mentally ill to some degree. White folks are more willing to talk about mental illness in their community than we are in ours.
    We've got to stop being in denial. Denial is a dangerous thing.

  • WetPntees

    LMAO!!!! *takes my pannies off and twist em' in the air like a helicopter* Petey Pablo vc

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Hey you! My ex husband just called me from round close to your parts. His mama is bad off over in Druid City Hospilah in Tuscaloosa. Been driving back and forth from there to Marengo County and back again every single day for 2 weeks now.

  • Just Keya

    So umm you need my email or something because I was serious. *gives you a look and taps foot*

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    She lyin.... She ain't never had nothing nice. She hears the rappers talk about it but she don't know what it looks like. Zetas bags look like this...

  • Willetta

    ***dead***

  • zeta4life

    *giel you will not be like the child them folks had folded up in that suitcase at the airport......we will use our "parent of soldier discount*...*nah git out my damn carry-all*

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Well damn. Will have to send her a fukk you bish email then.

  • zeta4life

    LEAVE ME "LONE"

  • Just Keya

    *sticks out foot to trip you* no but I did text you and got zero response. Humph. :hug:

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    *slides out and stretch* Shyydd it IS a Carry-ALL!! carried all this in there too.. (hugs and kiss ya cheek)

  • Willetta

    They been drinking water from that river in Egypt.

  • stav

    I need a vacation before my Vacation.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    You abandon me then want me to be nice to you? Okay. Nope.

  • Just Keya

    Dead. ???????

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Just turned my foam on. It be off during the day. Responded and turnin it right on back off. Lmaoooo. If not Dub20 will worry me to damn DEATH.

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Just do what I do...and what he does too...say, "Hey babe, remember when I mentioned wanting a hot tub? You know, for your back issues and for other fun adult entertainment? I bought one, it will be here in 2 weeks."

  • zeta4life

    HOLLLERING!!!!,,,,,damn I miss you!!!! U say my bags got them D-signs that when u look up close its some flowers...u saying my bags came from the man that comes to the beauty shop...and everybody leave out to shop in his trunk....*crying*

  • WetPntees

    Lordt!!! Looks like a bag won off of BEEZID for 25 1/2 cent.... *sings* B.E.E...Z.I.D dot commmm mah

  • zeta4life

    laying in the casket beside you....tell my family "THOT DID IT"...lol

  • Genia Gouch

    So in the world of social media obsessed youth...we now introduce you to this nonsense, of brothers going aiding a mentally ill brother in his suicide? How the heck did that conversation start? I bet they thought this was honorable. I bet they really felt they "HAD HIS BACK"...smh.

  • Just Keya

    Then I'll use email. Lol

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    MYLUV!!! Cuddles the Zeta outcha..

  • zeta4life

    COLE U IZ STOOPID....I can't...*real tears*...*sings song witchu"....LOL!!!!

  • WetPntees

    LOL

  • Ericka SyniahSays Nelson

    He was undercover and showed up at the police station to bring his police girlfriend some lunch. He came at the wrong time.

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Look, a person who gets to take the vacation they want to take. Amazing! Let me screenshot this and send it to someone ?

  • zeta4life

    *picks up luggage*....damn!!!!

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Lmaooooo. I am about to go to the eye doctor. I will hit you from there

  • zeta4life

    HOLLERING!!!

  • Just Keya

    ?????

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    OH lawd I just refreshed my screen and seen this..LOL

  • Just Keya

    I got an eye appointment today too!!

  • WetPntees

    Dead.... *transcending up and through them pearly gates*

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    How did they think they were going to get away? Film the brother then run off?! All them bout to get the needle.

  • Just Keya

    *waiting on hook up info*

  • zeta4life

    I'm trying to secure our future...I will neva leave you...I 'm trying to retire so we can be happy togeva...

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Goodt for you. Vacation is the best. Going anywhere?

  • imright

    aint nthn friendly abt being shot idc WHO did the shooting....friendly fire ?

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Girl my ass is ALL the way out of contacts. One purr LEFT. I dont know HOW that happened. I think I lost a box? And THEN the fuggas was like no more for YOUR bline ass till you come IN. Girl.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    That's why this vacation is more up in the air. I wanted flexibility to just do nothing if I want to.

  • Willetta

    PREACH!! Don't forget the "BLACK MEN ARE AN ENDANGERED SPECIES" campaign in the 80's which left our girls with neglect and self esteem issues that are almost unfathomable!! This is still not being given the large platform that is needed to address it!!

  • It’s Taurus Season

    To Myrtle Beach. Leaving Wed morning. Coming back Saturday.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Enjoy yourself... I would say eat some seafood for me but I think you have allergies.

  • zeta4life

    YOU KNOW I AIN'T LYING....I'm like these ho's buying "knockoffs..out a trunk....that they can get at the beauty supply store....only thing I use to get was "weed"...lol

  • Just Keya

    Chile, I have to get new glasses and some contacts. And you know the insurance only pays for one and not both. Ugh.

  • Finding Forever…

    Held the press conference on yesterday, to admit it was one of their shots that killed him & that's what I was surprised they admitted to...could have easily blamed the attacker at that point...

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Dub11 will eat your portion, mine, and hern.

  • zeta4life

    ke I don't have a "rose garden" email....scared to set up one...LOL!!!!

  • Finding Forever…

    RIGHT...WAS ONLY ONE & OTHERS WATCHED/RECORDED FROM MY UNDERSTANDING...

  • Genia Gouch

    Good bless this fallen officer. My heart to his family.

  • zeta4life

    like my momma say....GURL EVERYBODY AIN'T LYING ON YOU!!!!...LOL!!!

  • Yoni

    His co-workers.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    QUESTION
    HAS ANYONE DATED A WEIRD KISSER?
    The guy Im connecting with is a good kisser...BUUUUTT when he kiss me on the neck..instead of sucking and kissing..he uses his tongue and does this weird...thing..almost like what he does when he is serving oral. but harder...Pineapples..I don't like it... I move my head so he can't do it but he moves to the other side. It turns him the fuk on...does nothing for my love faucet.. Has anyone else had a weird kisser?

  • zeta4life

    HOW I MISSED THIS???? is that the new "air drying"....
    *chants 3 times*
    I WILL NOT LOSE MY GOODT JOB PHUCKING WITHCHU"

  • Full Monty

    Nah bro something in the tea ain't clean. This don't even sound right. There is whole lot more to this one here!

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Good to hear.

  • zeta4life

    I am yo sista!!!!...FRIENDS COME AND GO....WE IS FOREVA....*nah go sit down.....

  • zeta4life

    K-WALL IS DIS YOU????

  • Finding Forever…

    I thought a little "trigger happy" when I first heard...THEN my question was--DO YOU NOT KNOW HIS FACE, YET? HE WAS A MEMBER OF THE FORCE, RIGHT (4 years, uncertain if all were here...but CLEARLY not a rookie)?

  • Yoni

    The Leroy Vittles luggage.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Don't the precinct know their marked and unmarked police? Don't they all know each other? How do you not recognize your fellow blue? Unmarked still have gov plates don't they? ION...

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    Ha! I'm the queen of waiting until I'm totally out of one box and have to use the wrong one in the other eye. I need to get some Lasik and be done with it.

  • nicelyput32

    But how's the oral?

  • Finding Forever…

    He survived too, so how many bullets did he get because I believe his wounds were non-life threatening...

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Dub11 is long and skinny. She look like a melanin rich Olive Oyl. I think all her food goes to her feets.

  • Ericka SyniahSays Nelson

    Well said.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    You know these heiffers in here are mean to me. :cries:

  • Low E. {CIRCA 1908}

    *CUES ARE-RUH KELLY* I WILL NEEEEEVVVAAAAAA LEAVE (NO)

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    gardenzeta4life where real G'z send real mail.com Lazy

  • zeta4life

    CLOSE IS RIGHT!!!...hell u might need to tell him to bring her up out of there,,,,DCH,,,stands for "Don't Come Here"....LOL!!!! I was thinking about you the other day and this time last year...when I was a fairly new rose...when u didn't give that child a CHAN-ce...U ETHERED AND AIRED IT OUT...GOOD MEMORIES!!!!

  • It’s Taurus Season

    I am NEVER getting Lasik after my old boss told me she has to go in and get it adjusted every 10 years. WHET? Not gonna keep playing with my eyebawlls. I been bline since I was 8. I done had a cover over my eye ball since I was 23 (contacts). I will keep doing THAT.

  • Ericka SyniahSays Nelson

    What kills me is how people are so quick to pull the mental illness card, but the person was not being seen by a doctor or was taking any medication to verify that. I feel the mother only said that so that he would get off a little easier.

  • zeta4life

    lol....STAWP!!!

  • Yoni

    Never heard of the type.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Maaaaagnifico! He does every thing else swell! Has a NIIICE piece too! He is a puzzy bully though.. When he is lit..He is not gentle You know when a man is not small and the first few strokes has to be gentle..Nooo he just....KaPOW! In..and stroking like Im loose like a Kardashian or some shyt! I tell him before he gets in.. easy..he say NOPE..whhaaaa?!! Jeeesh!!

  • zeta4life

    AND HERE U GO....Hey ma'

  • It’s Taurus Season

    Its A LOT better than the county hospilah where he from. She going to Meridian, MS for physical rehab.

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    DF is getting it...after he gets his nuts clipped. I'm waiting to see his results, I'm tired of wearing contacts but scared to let someone mess with my eyes.

  • It’s Taurus Season

    when I was a fairly new rose...when u didn't give that child a CHAN-ce...U ETHERED AND AIRED IT OUT...GOOD MEMORIES!!!!
    ^^^^^^
    HOT AZZ Tears.

  • It’s Taurus Season

    DIS IS MEH.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Yoni it is so weird. and like I just said to nice.. I don't know who was his last girl but I gotta high five a bish that can take beatdown sex.! He is gentle until its time to enter and he is like pops...BANG BANG BANG!!! I tell him to be easy ..He told me straight up no I had to get use to his dyck... he too big for that abusive shyt!

  • zeta4life

    YUCK!!!! I had a guy that "mouff was juicy"...just spittle...a hate a sloppy kiss...

  • nicelyput32

    Well alright then! Seems to me that neck thing can be overlooked. Take the good with the bad , the bitter with the sweet.?

  • It’s Taurus Season

    She was one of the first folks to get it done round here. Land of clinical research. I was like you gotta get ADJUSTMENTS? WHAT?

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    *looks down at my stomach* I wish mine went to my feet.

  • zeta4life

    BRB got a 9am

  • It’s Taurus Season

    +1. Looks behind me too. Yeah I shole wish it did.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    But if it stops the faucet from producing.. and he is already a rough rider..shyt..

  • WetPntees

    OMG!!! I have *waves hand so hard I have a migraine* Nothing turns me off more than a man who CANNOT kiss.. To me it's essential to the start of perfect foreplay.. Without it...well.... My ex used to make such loud noises with his mouth when he kissed me, and his mouf was SOOOO wet.. Felt like he was drooling in my mouth! Then he would get so into it that he would start sucking my tongue HARD AS HELL... Nigga that's a tongue in my mouth not a dack... Then I started thinking is THAT what he THINKS he's doing when he's kissing me? Oh lordt! Am I dating an Unclockable?*slowly rubs his crotch area, feels 1 ball, 2balls, shaft, head, he's cut so yeah.... I'm good... But I can only kiss him with small pecks because he was such a huge turn off... Can't teach a grown azz man how to kiss when their not willing to learn.. Prayers going up for you girl.. Jesus be a tonsil for him lawd, be some braces to pull back those teef gawd... Do it for her lord, DO IT NOW!!! Amen...

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    shuddders...oh godlawd i hhhayte juicymoufs...

  • Let Your Soul Glow

    Yeah, but I'm muhfugn tied of buying contacts! And they just keep getting more expensive. Bah! By the time I add up what I pay for contacts and solution and glasses, I will have paid for the Lasik.

  • WetPntees

    LOL!!! KAPOW?? Like Batman and Robin?? Do you actually see the words as he hits!?

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Shuuddders EEEEEEWWWW!! girl. He isn't wet with it its just so freaking strange. Im like what chick likes that?

  • WetPntees

    *bouncin back and forth off the ropes* Tag me in... I GOT this one.... Lol... jp

  • nicelyput32

    Then have a gentle conversation with him. Make sure you start the conversation with a lot of positives.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    I see stars from the initial pain.. prolly be circling my head like cartoons n shyt! LOL

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    I will try and let you know if this works.

  • WetPntees

    Dayum

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Girl you like it rough from the beginning? I need to be eased into rough. the first few strokes are adjustment phase THEN smang! Not jack hamma out the gate! I think he likes hearing me scream through those strokes...

  • Yoni

    LOL Has the narcissist-ex been sniffing around? LOL You know they ALWAYS smell another nig in the puss. LOL And don't let a man BEAT the puss up. Tell him to be gentle. Savor the moments. Have yo shit looking like some dusty velvet drapes at a Bates motel.

  • Finding Forever…

    Have you ever tried telling him or maybe even showing him--on him...Gently say--"Hey babe, I'm not trying to offend but when you do your neck action it really doesn't help much...AND since you HANDLE ALLLLLL other things well, can you do it this way"--and proceed to lay the proper neck on him (possibly BOTH WAYS--GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHOM LISTEN, LOL)...

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    LOLOLOL..I can't EVEN!!! LOL... nah..I blocked him from all my phones, My FB.. errthang. I hope he living his life cuz I am...

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    Just tell him you don't like it. Say it makes you dry up and that's not either of you wants. Then tell him what you do like.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    YAAAAAAAAASSSSSS!!! GIRL THATS WHATS UP...WILL TRY THIS AND SEE..

  • WetPntees

    You would be surprised.. But SOME men really don't like kissing because they meet these hoodrats who just want the dack, maybe some head and they're good.. ME!! I LOVE kissing.. SOME men don't care much for the women they are sexing, just look at them as a human toilet, but when they finally find that ONE that awakens every desire and curiosity within themselves they are more open to do it ALL! They just suck at it because they've never really done it before.

  • AnonymousRose

    no kissing EVER, not in my mouth, I don't eat Cooch and I know men do soooo Nah, that something I just cant do, foreplay ehh, but you cannot kiss me in the mouth .....lol im weird i know but yuk

  • 100milesperhour

    See...a white undercover cop in plain clothes would NEVER be mistaken for a suspect by a fellow officer; even if he never laid eyes on him before. All this & the older brother still didn't die...he'll wish he was dead soon. ugh. And his idiot brothers...pffft

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    MOD. I told him about the hard INs he does..I say real soft in his ear..easy baby.. he says no and well.. it hurts the first few strokes each time..

  • Yoni

    Those brothers look like twins. I was looking at the pics like they were three different mugshots of the same person. Those ages do NOT match those faces. They look to be in their 30s. #hardlife

    The police officer is handsome as well. RIP

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    Wow really.. well you and my ex are meant for each other. he was a peck kisser soft light pecks..he would eat..well just tickle the klit with his tongue.. but yea..

  • Finding Forever…

    I SAID THEE SAME...A LITTLE REWARD FOR GOOD BEHAVIOR DOESN'T HELP "WINK WINK"...LOL, STRAIGHT RAISE UP A CHILD (MAN) IN THE WAY THEY SHOULD GO, LOL...HE WON'T DEPART...

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    I see.. maybe that's it. He is truly into me. Its funny It is usually the woman who wants "US" pictures. He is always whipin out his phone to take pictures of me and us.. I like him..

  • https://www.etsy.com/shop/AMarieNaturals Lovezoe

    New post. Shade.

  • Wuts got Petty Davis Eyes..

    I will. We just started doing "IT" It will be our third "Session" when we talk.

  • AnonymousRose

    i get off offffff the eating, but not kissing peck YES no tongue NO, I dated a guy that wanted to kiss I left him alone, cause it will never work

  • WetPntees

    No no no no! Not from the beginning, that's crazy! He needs to learn to be gentler with it.. I blame the hoodrats of tomorrow for how he's acting. They have no bottom left so he was probably reaching, and thinks he can bring that to you. Mine tells me he can't help it because of how I feel to him. Maybe it's not HIM it's YOU!! Lol... Tell him to ease up, afterall it's YOUR body and 100% roughness isn't sex, that's RAPE...

  • AnonymousRose

    lmaooooo, so you praying for her, JESUS

  • Finding Forever…

    SOOOO since the convo has gone WAAAAY left--ANY MOMS EVER GOT CAUGHT OUT WHILE DOING THE DEED? Ask because Mrs. Wendy Williams said lil Kevin caught her "servicing" the Mr...AND SHE KEPT GOING...Said he left the house the next day & only HUGGED HER, LOL...NO TYPICAL HUG & KISS...Caught my parents before & I WAS PISSED, LOL...CRIED & ALL, LOL!

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    I'd say no too then and pull back. Wth?

  • LeBrick James

    even the 18 year old looks 25.

  • Finding Forever…

    A GOOD SIGN...I've heard & been told to be with someone who wants you a little more than you to them...

  • WetPntees

    OMG!!!!! Mine too... I'm talkin bout leaning in, tilting head, and showing tops and bottoms... I'm side eyeing like really nigga!?

  • Low E. {CIRCA 1908}

    :HUGS: GOOD MAWNING SUGAH!

  • LibraGirlonly

    I said the same thing.

  • LibraGirlonly

    Lmao

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    Your man has no trunk... because he has no car. This is all on his bike. He's saving up for a hoopty though.

  • Meme81

    The brothers plotted to film their own brother's death-wth? This don't sound quite right.

  • Put some Respeck on B.Sweet

    You're right... I can't act right for foolishness. Meanwhile my ex is still texting me saying I love you... guess I'm still the problem.

  • WetPntees

    I agree. but I'd prefer a love that is EQUALLY yoked... Neither should claim to love or want the other MORE.. That screams out "Selfish lover" to me.. IMO

  • nicelyput32

    ???

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    strength & blessings to you in your endeavor to balance the stresses of life. one way to do that is to get rid of 'toxic' people (I know that's overused nowadays, but it's a perfect description). she's not a friend (at least not a very good one) because even if she's uncomfortable with the idea of therapy for herself, she has no right to criticize your proactive efforts to better your state of mind. learn to be at peace with yourself and to enjoy your own company - not suggesting that you don't, just saying... MORE time alone and at peace is better than ANY time spent with folks who are a drain on your spirit. you be encouraged! :hugs:

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    you get outta my head young lady! :chase: LOL!

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    now that's a friend!
    frens: bish take your pill and you better answer when I call!
    you: bish I took it, now get off my phone! ...(I love you too!) *click*

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    :sniffles:

  • Nancy Drew on my ibrowse today

    *Petty, party of 1...*
    ROFL!

  • MzApple

    you are right..thank you *hugs back*

  • JerseyMom

    '[Officer Jacai Colson] was dressed for undercover duty in plain clothes and driving an unmarked vehicle.

    Colson “found himself in the middle of a gunfight,” Police Chief Hank Stawinski told The Daily News.

    Ballistic evidence shows Colson was struck by a bullet fired by another officer who tried to take down Michael Ford.

    Stawinski believes the other officer mistook Colson for a gunman.'
    *********

    Black officers without uniforms are just suspects too in the cops' minds. SMH

  • MotherOfDragons, GetOffMyENuts

    It's the week of our actual 1 year anniversary too though! We could have gone somewhere better to celebrate than Disneyland. Lame.

  • M Swiss

    I'm sure these boys were raised by a single black mother who got impregnated by a worthless fool. Black women, do better and leave black men who want to be thugs, fools and commitment phobes ALONE. They serve no purpose to the black community. If you're going to be a single mom to a black boy, don't half ass parent him or he'll turn out like one of these idiots.

  • M Swiss

    #Blacklivesmatter right? Or is it only when a white cop shoots someone black? Why didn't Farrakhan take his million men army to some of these down trodden neighborhoods filled with bastard kids, single black mothers and worthless men?

  • Nonya Bizness

    That's what I thought when I read it yesterday. So the brother has Schizophrenia...what's the other 2 brothers excuse, as to why they were going to film their brother k illing himself? I would think when someone wants to commit s uicide by cop or any other manner you'd take them to the hospital...Not take them to follow through with their plan.

  • KB

    WTH!! R I P

  • 88

    Mental Illness is NOT genetically inherited.

  • Sincerity7

    With brothers like that, who needs enemies?

  • MsKitty MeowMeow

    SOUNDS SUSPICIOUS TO ME...

  • garrisonville

    all these cops work together. wouldnt they work together everyday? so plain clothes or not; how did they not recognize him as a fellow police officer?

  • garrisonville

    So you gone just let your brother kill himself while you record the shit? I cant even get past this part of the story. let alone the rest of it. None of it makes any sense at all. Sorry, something don't sound right.

  • IntroSpective

    Studies have proven so in some cases. I researched this theory and found enough evidence to be convinced

    https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/3dd666d7d0ed53271abbf1fcc6724f795e581a7a432f82d51d5448668763cf53.png

  • SSSLOVELIVE

    She married at some point hence the hyphenated last name. Stop judging people you know nothing about.

  • SSSLOVELIVE

    Obvious all 3 had some mental disease if they thought that was a good idea. Unfortunately the cop got killed for being a plain dressed black man.

  • Miss

    N. I. G. G. A. S. Ain't sh!t but h0es and tricks

  • 88

    I dont care what white scientist say I maintain it is not genetically inherited, certain conditions (poverty, abuse and racism) causes mental illness in black ppl. If it was genetically inherited every black person in america would mentally ill.

  • ThatGirl

    .....every black person in America is not exposed to poverty and abuse!

  • 88

    Is--being the key word. For more than 300 years every black person in America WAS enslaved (victims of poverty, abuse and racism white supremacy) so if mental illness is genetically inherited we would all be mentality ill.

  • IntroSpective

    That's your choice. Yes there are certainly triggers that que the onset of MI and create awareness of the issue. I choose to believe there is a hereditary correlation in how mental illness is experienced.

  • 88

    If that's what you want to believe go right ahead just know the same collective that told you that said Black ppl came from apes in Africa.

  • ThatGirl

    I didn't say that I disagreed with you. I do not think it's an inherited trait either; my ancestors being slaves has nothing to do with my mental stability. I was just stating that every black person is America is not living in poverty or being abused.

  • IntroSpective

    Case studies or scientists for reference?

  • 88

    Understood but a majority if not all black ppl are victims of racism white supremacy.

  • 88

    I'm talking about the American Psychiatric Association the same group of ppl who are saying mental illness is genetically inherited.

  • IntroSpective

    And the APA also says blacks evolved from Apes? Or Darwin?

  • E Love

    Why be a part of your brother's suicide? Why go along on the mission. Especially if it involves others getting hurt/killed. No forethought to contact a parent or someone to say the brother needs help???

  • Jusstlookn

    Just insane

  • slim3542

    their Aunt has the hyphenated name. js.

  • slim3542

    their Aunt has the hyphenated name. js.