Singer Chris Brown will probably attempt suicide one of these days. I know that sounds harsh, but we have to accept reality when dealing with the mentally ill.
Brown, who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, depression and anxiety during a court-ordered hold at a psychiatric facility, is quickly spiraling downward.
He lost the Love of his life (Karrueche, not Rihanna); he obsesses over fame and his attention-seeking behavior is disrupting his life; he is forced to take on the responsibility of being a part-time dad to his illegitimate daughter, Royalty; and his music career has gone AWOL.
In a depressing post on his Instagram account yesterday, the 26-year-old singer wrote:
I’m Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He’s given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I’ve made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it’s like to be a young black “nigga” in America. I always see the good in people even when they don’t see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what’s inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed