Troubled singer Rihanna performed a rescheduled concert in Sweden last night, 48 hours after seeking emergency medical treatment at a hospital. The 23-year-old Bajan reportedly experienced dizziness and nearly collapsed during rehearsals for a concert in Sweden on Monday. She was rushed to a hospital where she was hooked up to an IV and given fluids to rehydrate her.
As we reported previously, a source close to Rihanna’s camp reached out to Sandrarose.com months ago when Rihanna’s drinking and drug use was getting out of hand.
“Rihanna is running on empty but she’s still been going out drinking and living it up,” a source told London’s The Sun publication yesterday.
Shortly after she tweeted a photo of herself receiving an IV infusion on Monday, Rihanna’s camp released a statement claiming the “Cheers” singer had a bout of the flu and she was hospitalized for “extreme exhaustion.”
But there is no such medical diagnosis as “extreme exhaustion.” That is a terminology usually used to mask the real reason for a hospital visit.
Meanwhile, Rihanna’s boss, ‘X Factor’ judge, LA Reid, reached out to his troubled star with text messages and flowers sent to her hotel. Reid, the Chairman & CEO of Epic Records, is catching flack from industry sources who say he still isn’t doing right by his former friend, Shakir Stewart.
On Nov. 1, 2008, Stewart put a gun to his head and took his own life in his bathroom, just one day after flying home from New York to take his children trick or treating. He was 34.
On Nov. 3, 2008, several top recording industry executives reached out to Sandrarose.com to blast Reid for refusing to pay Shakir’s funeral expenses.
“They weren’t just co-workers, Shakir and LA were like father and son,” said an industry source.
Reid finally saw the error of his ways and paid Shakir’s funeral expenses — but not out of his own pocket. “He got the record label to pay the funeral expenses,” said a family friend.
Industry sources say that 3 years later, Reid has yet to reach out to Shakir’s fiancee and two children. “He doesn’t call her or keep in touch,” said the source. The source named a handful of industry friends who still keep up with Shakir’s kids, including Shawn “Tubby” Holiday, Sr. VP of A&R at Sony. (Holiday, pictured above with Shakir’s family, declined to comment for this post.)
The loss of Shakir’s substantial income forced his family to move out of the $2 million Marietta mansion they called home. There was no insurance policy, but Shakir’s fiancée, Michelle Rivers, comes from a family that is well off, according to friends.
Reid, who was CEO of Island Def Jam Records at the time, was under pressure to produce hits for Def Jam, and friends say Reid put the blame for his failures squarely on Shakir’s shoulders.
As a result of the stress, Shakir stayed away from Def Jam’s New York offices increasingly in early 2008. He began receiving harassing phone calls at home in Atlanta from Reid in New York, according to the source.
Reid accused Shakir of staying in Atlanta “chasing girls” when he should be in New York signing new acts, said the source. The strain intensified when Shakir was appointed Executive Vice President of Def Jam in June 2008.
“When Billboard wrote that article naming Shake the next Jay Z, that’s when his problems really began,” a family friend told Sandrarose.com.
Shakir complained to friends that L.A. was preventing him from doing his job. “I need my own team. L.A. won’t let me bring in my own team,” the source quoted Shakir as saying.
The pressure caused Shakir to spiral into a deep depression. By the time he committed suicide, Shakir was dependent on the sedative Ambien to help him sleep. No street drugs were ever found in his bloodstream, according to autopsy results released to the family.
ok, this is just messy…
Oh, I thought this was a post about Rihanna!
Will read later…
That man sure was a handsome specimen….woooo chile!
People talk about Diddy, but i’on trust Reid. They said he was gone do anything to make sure the boys won, even if that meant giving the girls bad advice. Let’s not even talk about his son, he was by FAR the worst one up there.
Hmm I know about this situation personally and alot of what is being said is true, but there was more to the situation then just that..
His family lived in a $2 million dollar home, but he had no insurance policy?
Does insurance companies even pay out for suicides?
Afta-noon SR family!!!
Wait
Um… I dont get it.
nope @Mz they don’t.. and he blew money big time.. He had a party every weekend.
How did this turn from Rihanna drinking to Shakir and LA Reid not giving a fugg?
And can one still be called a fiance’ after the fiancee is now longer with us.
*^triedtowordascarefullyaspossible
BK2ATLMAN says:
Hmm I know about this situation personally and alot of what is being said is true, but there was more to the situation then just that..
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HEEEEY BEW!!! WHERE YEW BEEN?
Still trippin’ @ the fact that I thought this was a Rihanna post. GUESS I WAS WRONG…MY BAD FOR ASSUMING! YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT ASSUMING!
MzTisch says:
Does insurance companies even pay out for suicides?
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Nope.
Hey tatted, been busy working hard.. i’ve been lurking in and out. how u been?
@BK2ATLMAN
wasnt this post bout riri??
BK2ATLMAN says:
nope @Mz they don’t.. and he blew money big time.. He had a party every weekend.
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Thanks! That’s what I thought. They have accidental coverage, but suicide isn’t an accident.
My cup wanna runneth over…….spill the tea!
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
Oh, I thought this was a post about Rihanna!
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ikr…i had to scroll back up & make sure i was still in the Rhianna thread…
@ BK2ATL – I’m good. I’m glad you’re good too!
I have something to say but it’s bad, so I’ll just
Chairman & CEO of Epic Records, is catching flack from industry sources who say he still isn’t doing right by his former friend, Shakir Stewart.

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@BK2
I know there is more tea to the saga between Reid and Stewart as well
heeey fefe
I’ve heard additional “rumors” to this story, but I don’t want to be #messy so I’ll let someone else spill that tea…
I didn’t finish reading the story, but is it mentioned somewhere in there why LA is expected to take on the financial responsibilities of an employee? Why is LA more responsible for Shakur’s family than Shakur was? When did employers start doing that? My employer provides me with a year’s salary worth of life insurance and I’m grateful for that. I don’t expect my boss to be calling my husband and kids and becoming their father.
brownsuggababe76 says:
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
Oh, I thought this was a post about Rihanna!
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ikr…i had to scroll back up & make sure i was still in the Rhianna thread…

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That’s OUR fault for assuming as such!
The girl is a fukkin star good, bad or indifferent. She does how many concerts a damn day/week. Who the hell would not be exhausted and how do you lump her being in the hospital to a man comitting suicide. This is one MESSY azz post.
Damn, that story switched topics quicker than the comment section.
I have something to say but it’s bad, so I’ll just
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Spill it
She looks so pretty in that picture
All this is just sad!
extreme exhaution 4 “celebs” = hoe set down
#fuggouttahere
wait for fefe to spill it via email
@bird it was more then just an employee employer relationship. Reid help bring shakir up through the game. So they were close like family, and since he wasn’t good with money he should of stepped in.
Bird says:
I didn’t finish reading the story, but is it mentioned somewhere in there why LA is expected to take on the financial responsibilities of an employee? Why is LA more responsible for Shakur’s family than Shakur was? When did employers start doing that? My employer provides me with a year’s salary worth of life insurance and I’m grateful for that. I don’t expect my boss to be calling my husband and kids and becoming their father.
– I GET 1.5 YEARS OF MY SALARY! I thought that’s all they had to do……. BUT AGAIN, W/THAT DAYUM ASSUMING I DO! 
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@ TATTED DIVA
Hi ma’am! I dont post too often anymore, but I ordered the BHCosmetics eyeshadow you have been recommending to everyone and I *HEART* that stuff…your eye shadow game always be on point….Luv it…
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
brownsuggababe76 says:
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
Oh, I thought this was a post about Rihanna!
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ikr…i had to scroll back up & make sure i was still in the Rhianna thread…
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That’s OUR fault for assuming as such!
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I think Sandra decided she was gone change the topic of discussion EARLY like we always tend to do……but where she failed was….it wasn’t a topic of OUR choosing.
#tryagainauntie
@renee u are so bonita
how old are u?
RIGHT @LTL…LOL
I’ve heard additional “rumors” to this story, but I don’t want to be #messy so I’ll let someone else spill that tea…
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All heyul so no ones gonna say it huh let me go google blind item
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
BUT AGAIN, W/THAT DAYUM ASSUMING I DO!
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As my momma would say “we’re making an ASS of ourselves, by assuming”
Hi suga been a while hope all is well
so he killed himself, and now reid is suppose to jump and pay for his funeral, ? help me understand this sandymae b4 i go any futher:
prynsexxx says:
MzTisch says:
Does insurance companies even pay out for suicides?
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Nope.
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It depends on the life of the policy.
@coco I know what you want to tell but i’m not going to say it..
I was told not to speak ill of the dead
So go right ahead
Melissa Niice says:
Hi suga been a while hope all is well
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Hey bew! Been in lurk mode lately, hell I can’t keep up w/the comments. Some folks do werk round these parts u know, esp when I’m not sextn…LOL
Over the years, sadly, we have had numerous people in the entertainment industry commit suicide in every genre: Music, Film, TV.
Here is a behind the scenes look at one such case, based on allegations from a reliable source.
Our “Master Source” has provided us with mind-blowing information over the years and they deliver once again with the following: “What really happened?” allegations below.
Backstory: Due to peer pressure and not wanting to experience any repercussions/blackballing (in his career) for not participating. He attended a very secretive down low function.
He always seemed uncomfortable and he got even more uncomfortable when a mogul tried to vie for his attention over another powerful man, both men were seriously crushing on him. So much so, that they got into a loud argument over him that turned violent and had to be broken up by several party guests.
He reluctantly hooked up with the powerful man, he never knew that this homosexual encounter was being taped, the man he was servicing, didn’t have a clue either. Conclusion: it had to be one of the party guests who set the tape up.
This is the alleged motive for the suicide: He was devastated when he was informed about the sex tape but oddly, the person who had it, didn’t want money, their motive was: I want to destroy you! Why? Nobody knows. A former beef? Someone who was jealous and envious of his success? People are still speculating discreetly.
After the suicide, some people noticeably started distancing themselves from the situation. Allegedly, even more noticeable to family members. Certain people, who were thought to be good friends of the victim, stopped returning calls and an wall of silence went up despite a public united front.
Also, after the victim was buried, the owner of the tape, allegedly, never contacted the powerful man in the tape which means, our suicide victim was the target. If this tape should resurface, our powerful man has enough money to bury it or destroy it with the help of a fixer.
Hints: Regarding the powerful man and the mogul, we can’t reveal if they are in front or behind the scenes, it would give away their identities.
This one isn’t so blind, after all.
How y’all doin’.
Source: Panachereport
Some policies will pay out for suicide if you make sure those provisions are outlined in the policies and you pay the “extra” amount it takes to cover that…
Choco aka Hippie says:
I have something to say but it’s bad, so I’ll just
Don’t be holding on to stuff like that, it’s not good to keep secrets.
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Spill it
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BK2ATLMAN says:
@coco I know what you want to tell but i’m not going to say it.. I was told not to speak ill of the dead So go right ahead
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We’re they suppose to be lovers???? Chit, i’mma just ask!
@BK2
Im not speaking ill of Shakir I hate the way he was treated Im just saying tho its more too as you see
You know how them skinny btches always collapsing and sht. Just give her a nice sammich…She be aight.
Can only wish.
Ummmmm Auntie for future reference there are DX codes (780.7) that fit that description just being helpful
Well Dayum @ Choco. I figured it was sum’fin like that! They said that’s why ‘old dude from UGK died….NOT FROM SIZZURP, but from being shut up by exposing ppl like Quincy Jones, etc.
so he killed himself, and now reid is suppose to jump and pay for his funeral, ? help me understand this sandymae b4 i go any futher:
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I’m trying to understand too
yep, I knew that was coming.. I saw what the effects did to him and a ton of other people around atl around that time. It was not a pretty site..
@ Choco aka Hippie: damn there it is!
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again!
#asyouwere
BK2ATLMAN says:
@bird it was more then just an employee employer relationship. Reid help bring shakir up through the game. So they were close like family, and since he wasn’t good with money he should of stepped in.
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We’re going to have to agree to disagree on that there. It sounds like LA gave him the opportunity of a lifetime and he blew it. For me that doesn’t mean LA needs to support ole boy and his kinfolk forever. If I were LA and the fiance who couldn’t even get that ring I’d be pissed at him. In fact, I bet they are. LA doesn’t owe him anything. He was his boss, not family. Even if he was family he still wouldn’t owe anything. Shakur was a grown man.
BK2ATLMAN says:
yep, I knew that was coming.. I saw what the effects did to him and a ton of other people around atl around that time. It was not a pretty site..
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Whoaaaaa!
It’s damn selfish to commit suicide especially when you have children. If he had an insurance policy, they wouldn’t have gotten paid anyway. It is not another man’s job to step in where you’ve failed.
jazi65 says:
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again!
#asyouwere
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THAT’S THE ONLY BISH I KNOW, MAN……..
UGH!
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
Well Dayum @ Choco. I figured it was sum’fin like that! They said that’s why ‘old dude from UGK died….NOT FROM SIZZURP, but from being shut up by exposing ppl like Quincy Jones, etc.
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I was just about to say the same thing.
Hey Tatted! Hey Choco!
I have to finish up this work…JEEZ
jazi65 says:
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again
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I am a lil late can you tell me what she was charge for again b4 i write to the US attorney office? thank you
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
jazi65 says:
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again!
#asyouwere
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THAT’S THE ONLY BISH I KNOW, MAN……..
UGH!
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sentenced to 30 but will only serve 6 – WTF!
AllNYC says:
It’s damn selfish to commit suicide especially when you have children. If he had an insurance policy, they wouldn’t have gotten paid anyway. It is not another man’s job to step in where you’ve failed.
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I always thought the same thing! Now the kids suffer & hopefully they won’t grow up thinking that suicide is the answers to stress, depression, etc…smh
AllNYC says:
It’s damn selfish to commit suicide especially when you have children. If he had an insurance policy, they wouldn’t have gotten paid anyway. It is not another man’s job to step in where you’ve failed.
^^^^^
I agree. But, most people that are suicidal feel hopeless and sometimes think that others (family, friends, children, spouses, the world) will be better of without them.
Hey MizTisch
Heeeey @MZTisch
lindsey will never learn
instead of doing good its a bad thing that they let her off so dam easy!!
@suga
Hey bew! Been in lurk mode lately, hell I can’t keep up w/the comments. Some folks do werk round these parts u know, esp when I’m not sextn…LOL
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same here….the plantation is no joke…
:hugs: @MzTisch
This topic makes me sad…I think Sandra just tried to link the two stories because of how folks around LA Reid seem to be affected in a negative way, but the title of this post should probably be different…
@ Jazi – at this point, I don’t blame Lindsey “Blowhan” for fuggin’ up all the time. I mean, if I could do dumb chit, go to court, get “threatened” w/jail time and not have to serve it, I’d keep fuggin’ up too! That’s like when your parents kept “threatening” to whoop yo’ azz and never came through on that threat – you kept up the chit you were doing!
Did someone just tell me Lohan got another hand slap..?
Lil Wayne has some weed o his tour bus…. 1 year Pisonn
TI’s WIFE had some skittles…. 1 Year Prison
Plaxico Burress shot HIMSELF!!!…… 2 years Prison
This Bish!!!….immune to the fluckin law..??? Who her lawyer is?!?
And the players in the blind item are: Shakir, LA Reid, Usher and Benny Medina
I’m really not quick to call people that commit suicide selfish. They really are just sick and feel beyond anyone’s help.
@Ace
Her lawyer is some black chick out in LA…she must be dayum good!
So they’re saying Shakur sold that virginal booty for professional gain huh? I don’t know how true that is, but it still doesn’t mean LA has to become benefactor to his family. And whoever has that tape is holding on to a gold mine. No amount of power could stop that from coming out if they wanted to release it. The power makes it that much more valuable.
@ace she is worst than that fukn flamingo paris… how the fuk she not in prison or jail?? keeps getn
off topic: i wonder if u can use the soda with brownie mix
on topic:
@Fefe
So LA Reid is the “link” to these two stories. Ok, now I get it.
@Ace
Some blk chick is her lawyer.
Lindsay Logan got 30 days. She only has to serve 20% of her time which is 6 days.
This Bish!!!….immune to the fluckin law..??? Who her lawyer is?!?
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She gets off more cause she pleads out her cases… Plus in Cali
the prisons are too deep. Im sure the Judge is tired of seeing her.
@CANDI
LMAOOO I thought abt the brownie mix too…b/c I was going to use Dr. Pepper for that. But IDK…try it.
YSoSerious says:
I’m really not quick to call people that commit suicide selfish. They really are just sick and feel beyond anyone’s help.
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I agree with this. I used to think they were selfish until I actually went through a deep depression many years ago and I went through a period of time where I did not want to live. It really boils down to how you view yourself in relation to other people. You truly do feel worthless and do not want to go on…
Lindsey Lohan is in a personal prison of her and her parents making. She still deserves more than a slap on the wrist for all the sht she’s done though.
YSoSerious says:
I’m really not quick to call people that commit suicide selfish. They really are just sick and feel beyond anyone’s help.
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…or cowards! Yep, I said it.
Lindsay is her own downfall
Im hungry and undecided on lunch hate that chit!
Sandra, are you trying to insinuate that Reid pushed him to his deppression and suicide?
jazi65 says:
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again
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that crackhead needs more than jail. never have i seen anyone disrespect the system that much and still get away with it.
Except for Wallstreet of course.
@PRYN
Agree to disagree.
Lindsey is getting 30 days in jail. 20% = 6 days of jail. smh
I like that I’m noticing more new names and Gravi’s today. I think the lurkers are getting braver.
I reported back on the cake in the Justin Jr post!
FeFe says:
YSoSerious says:
I’m really not quick to call people that commit suicide selfish. They really are just sick and feel beyond anyone’s help.
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I agree with this. I used to think they were selfish until I actually went through a deep depression many years ago and I went through a period of time where I did not want to live. It really boils down to how you view yourself in relation to other people. You truly do feel worthless and do not want to go on…
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Aweee FeFe, hummm i sorry you went thru this
i love you hope thatmeans something I get sad when folks are real depressed, and stuff
FeFe says:
@MzTisch
This topic makes me sad…I think Sandra just tried to link the two stories because of how folks around LA Reid seem to be affected in a negative way, but the title of this post should probably be different…
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Yeah, me too!
How could I talk about LA Ried this long and not say….Don’t forget to watch X Factor tonight and vote for my boy Astro. Well vote for whoever you want, but when you’re done voting for them I’ll give you a dollar if you’ll vote for Astro too.
I’m sure Sandra will post something to the affect of Mega star Lindsey Lohan who was decked out in (insert fashion names here)arrived to court where the judge harshly came down on her and sent her unfortunately to prison.
@Creamy
:hugs: back atcha! I’m fine now, this was like 6 or 7 years ago when I went through that…I talked real bad about folks who committed suicide before that, but folks who do it TRULY ARE sick in the mind and needed some help. It is a mental disease!
The pressure caused Shakir to spiral into a deep depression
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@ Sandra….u left out alot
#carryon
YSoSerious says:
I like that I’m noticing more new names and Gravi’s today. I think the lurkers are getting braver.
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Where is this 20% jail time law at…
where i’m from and at…
Jailtime is 100%…..30days in jail = 30 days in jail…..
Prison you can get good days…2 for 1…effectively cutting a sentence in half…but 5 for 1…that’s crazy…
#dontaskmehowiknow
I used to feel that people who committed suicide were selfish and cowrds until my brother did it. You never know what a person is dealing with mentally
I like that I’m noticing more new names and Gravi’s today. I think the lurkers are getting braver
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You open up the flood gates
Bird says:
I love, love, love Astro. So much swagga for a young fella. My boss says she believes he’s to arrogant.
I told her
that is what you call confidence. I hate when older people see a young person doing something productive and still want be all overly critical and chit.
How could I talk about LA Ried this long and not say….Don’t forget to watch X Factor tonight and vote for my boy Astro. Well vote for whoever you want, but when you’re done voting for them I’ll give you a dollar if you’ll vote for Astro too.
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Suicidal thoughts are not cowardly and are not easily deterred!
@Luscious
@SUGGABABE
I don’t be doing nothing. It’s them otha ones.
@IGO
Why y’all blame ME for everything?
@Luscious
oh, and I’m sorry about your brother
:hugs:
Is Astro the young rapper guy that said Don’t Look at MY MOM and thanks for reminding me of X FACTOR tonite
FEFE
I definitely lerned a lot
@Brown
So did MY brother……six days before my bday. Guess what day the funeral(S) (b/c murder was involved as well) was on. I don’t think he was “mental”….I think he just didn’t want to do the jail time….why b/c he was about to be a cop!
@YSO
@ACE
The prison’s here in Cali are so overcrowded. As long as it’s not a felony.
@Choco
That’s him
@IGO
Why y’all blame ME for everything?
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Cause you and Choco started the Punany Gauntlet Im currently going through… but it aint all your fault.
Pryn I can see why you feel the way you do in that situation but mine actually thought we’d be better off without him
@PRYN
:hugs:
I have never been clinically depressed or suicidal but I have seen it firsthand. It’s a terrible thing to watch and I can hardly imagine actually going through it myself.
@114
it’s bout time someone else was blamed for somethin!
@pryn
Sorry to hear that hon!
I always look at murder/suicides slightly differently though…
Choco aka Hippie says:
Suicidal thoughts are not cowardly and are not easily deterred!
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This is true…the human psyche can only take so much.
Some more than others. Ive seen some of the strongest people break down when things snowball and situations worsen.
BK2ATLMAN says:
Hmm I know about this situation personally and alot of what is being said is true, but there was more to the situation then just that..
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I heard Shakir was being threatened with a gay sex tape that was set to go viral.. but Usher
But the difference is I’m innocent. You, on the other hand…
@EGO
#ONLYMINE 
Im selfish and territorial I wouldn’t put you in just anyone’s punany gauntlet
I hear Shakir was a cool dude sorry for his loss to his family and industry. BUT on the other note, why would L.A. be responsible for his funeral expenses?? he lived in a 2mil dollar home and I’m sure he had jewerly to pawn with NO money in the bank??- why go to his mentor, employer, father figure for money? that’s that industry b.s.
Should I make myself eat I don’t have an appetite but yesterday I didn’t eat at all – BRB going to Burger King
I can’t wait to watch X-factor tonight!!
jazi65 says:
Lindsay Lohan escaped jail time again!
#asyouwere
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Im just glad she got her teeth fixed. That meth’d out grill she was rocking was NOT the business….
<~~~~ Lindsay's New Teeth
@FEFE
Now murder/suicides are a whole different thing to me. I believe those can be more motivated by selfish reasons and even control issues.
@Chocolate
that lil boy
Oh I
YSO
I KNOWETH NOTTETH WHAT YOU SPEAKETH OFETH!
@CHOCO
I’m not about to fight you OR Nichole.
#UnfairFight
#LosingBattle
This is so sad. Rhianna maybe rich and a superstar but none of that cures depression(if thats whats wrong with her). As for Shakir, the story behind his death is crazy. These fake “father and son” relationships scare me. It’s like these older men are preying on the young and impressionable.
Roti is so yummy
*scrolls up to see what’s goin on* i know we ain’t still on topic
@LUSCIOUS
Of course you don’t.
(straightens out your habit that I thought was supposed to go below the knee and not above it)
I have mixed feelings about suicide. It’s selfish and then again, it’s not. My wife’s dad committed suicide when she as 9 months old, simply because he was not able to get her mom back…ALTHOUGH HE WAS ALREADY REMARRIED! He called her on the phone, at her job, and did it…while their oldest daughter was in the house. I’ve seen, in the 9 years we’ve been together my bew still suffering from this although she was a baby. She pondered for years was it her fault. There are a lot of ppl who’s left in the wake of this action….Is it selfish??? Since I haven’t had to personally deal with it, I don’t know….but maybe it’s a question we should ask the parents and children of the person who committed it!
YSO i’m so dang lost
WHATS WORST THEN BEING HUNGRY… BUYING FOOD TAKING TWO BITES AND FEELING SICK
I DONT LIKE FOOD ANYMORE… 
If the fiancee supposedly came from money, what was the issue with funeral expenses? Shakir aside, what’s up with these industry ‘men’ and their whining when they didn’t handle their business? (The Game, Young Buck, Chingy, Bow Wow, Ja Rule and I could go on) These people (the ones blamed) are your bosses/heads of record labels. When they are dropped and broke everybody hollers that ‘family’ mess.
I’m just saying, handle your business on the business end.
I actually think about Death to keep me from being depressed and stressed, they ask you do you ever think about death I say yes all the time, so they actually think i’m crazy, but it helps me to live my life without all the stress, bills, relationship, kids, etc, all the stuff I stress about will continue when i’m gone, so i say what the hell, if it’s gonna keep going when I’m dead, why the hell am i so stressed for. that is really how i can put it in simple terms, but it really works for me. People always say u act like you dont care about nothing, I care about it, i dont let it take control over me, cause if i worry myself to death, the situation is still gonna be there. #my2centshelpful
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
I have mixed feelings about suicide. It’s selfish and then again, it’s not. My wife’s dad committed suicide when she as 9 months old, simply because he was not able to get her mom back…ALTHOUGH HE WAS ALREADY REMARRIED! He called her on the phone, at her job, and did it…while their oldest daughter was in the house. I’ve seen, in the 9 years we’ve been together my bew still suffering from this although she was a baby. She pondered for years was it her fault. There are a lot of ppl who’s left in the wake of this action….Is it selfish??? Since I haven’t had to personally deal with it, I don’t know….but maybe it’s a question we should ask the parents and children of the person who committed it!
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I just dont know what drives a person to REALLY do it… When I was in middle school, I had twin friends, well, over a Christmas hoilday break, their mom committed suicide. She hung herself in their basement. Shyt freaked me out for years.. she had a total of 7 kids and a husband.. just sad
Tatted says:
it’s a question we should ask the parents and children of the person who committed it!
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I talk to my nieces ALL the time about it/him. We kind of still speak as if he’s still around. I would have loved for MY daughter to get to know him (she was 3). But I’ve SEEN the effect it had on his children….he also took someone’s mother (his wife) away from her children as well, and to ME, IMO, that was NOT FAIR AT ALL! But who am I? I was just his little sister.
So yeah, it affects different ppl in different ways.
@Candi
If you’re still here…
I was rollin yesterday when Pryn first spoke on that recipe because you said exactly what I was thinkin. Then you just asked the question (re: brownie mix)that popped up in my head. 
@Creamy
The thought of death use to consume my every being! But, I don’t worry about SHYT no more.
not me. Life is too short to be worried about bullcrap! #REAL TALK
@ WWC & Pryn – IN MY OPINION, its selfish, but I can’t speak from experience so I tend to keep that on the low. Now, as I look @ my wife….IT’S SELFISH because she missed out on a dad she never got the chance to meet. I also have a friend, whose daughters father committed suicide….He had 7 children and felt as if he was spreaded thin. He left a note and everything. His daughter was 4 at the time…and now she is 16. I don’t know what goes through a person’s mind whose contemplated it or who has been “successful” shall we say at doing it….I JUST CAN ONLY GO BY THE PPL WHO HAS BEEN LEFT BEHIND, SO I FEEL YOU BOTH ALL DAY LONG, YOU HEARD?!?!
My mom is doing better with it considering it was her only son and he was born on xmas. He wrote her a letter the day before he did it and told her he just wanted to go to sleep and have peace so she understood a lot more than I did. Me and my family do the Suicide Awareness walks every yr and you get more insight into what a person is thinking sjut by talking to another people that have experienced and and also attempted it
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
@ WWC & Pryn – IN MY OPINION, its selfish, but I can’t speak from experience so I tend to keep that on the low. Now, as I look @ my wife….IT’S SELFISH because she missed out on a dad she never got the chance to meet. I also have a friend, whose daughters father committed suicide….He had 7 children and felt as if he was spreaded thin. He left a note and everything. His daughter was 4 at the time…and now she is 16. I don’t know what goes through a person’s mind whose contemplated it or who has been “successful” shall we say at doing it….I JUST CAN ONLY GO BY THE PPL WHO HAS BEEN LEFT BEHIND, SO I FEEL YOU BOTH ALL DAY LONG, YOU HEARD?!?!
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Tell her there’s a greater father waiting to meet her and hug her, it’s easier said that done, but if you program your mind
to believe something eventually it will overpower negative thoughts, lets call it astral projection.
LUSCIOUS LOLITA AKA SUGA WALLS says:
Me and my family do the Suicide Awareness walks every yr
LUSCIOUS LOLITA AKA SUGA WALLS says:
My mom is doing better with it considering it was her only son and he was born on xmas. He wrote her a letter the day before he did it and told her he just wanted to go to sleep and have peace so she understood a lot more than I did. Me and my family do the Suicide Awareness walks every yr and you get more insight into what a person is thinking sjut by talking to another people that have experienced and and also attempted it
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I didnt ask what happen but it sound like death occured around your family, if i am correct andi am so sad for you love, I love you and whatever it is yall will get thur it. I know yall will
Creamychic says:
Tatted Diva AKA The Makeup Maven says:
@ WWC & Pryn – IN MY OPINION, its selfish, but I can’t speak from experience so I tend to keep that on the low. Now, as I look @ my wife….IT’S SELFISH because she missed out on a dad she never got the chance to meet. I also have a friend, whose daughters father committed suicide….He had 7 children and felt as if he was spreaded thin. He left a note and everything. His daughter was 4 at the time…and now she is 16. I don’t know what goes through a person’s mind whose contemplated it or who has been “successful” shall we say at doing it….I JUST CAN ONLY GO BY THE PPL WHO HAS BEEN LEFT BEHIND, SO I FEEL YOU BOTH ALL DAY LONG, YOU HEARD?!?!
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Tell her there’s a greater father waiting to meet her and hug her, it’s easier said that done, but if you program your mind
to believe something eventually it will overpower negative thoughts, lets call it astral projection.
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Oh, she knows that – very aware of that. But again, SHE lost her father in a way that could’ve probably been prevented. She’s does not harbor on it at least not anymore, but I sure let her have her space about it…she’s entitled to feel the way she wants to about it. All I can do is listen, be compassionate and we keep it moving.
@CHOCO
I’m not about to fight you OR Nichole.
#UnfairFight
You are crazy I think Brenden is rubbing off on you 
#LosingBattle
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Creamy it’s a part of life unfortunately some people have to go thru. You learn to deal with it and move on and continue to live your life
@ tatted that’s true, yall stay encourage,& keep praying sweetie.
@ luscious yes it is and we must keep living, Amen
I had a close family member that also committed suicide after being prescribed Ambien. He didn’t leave a note so his family is still trying to understand the reasons behind it.
YAYA
even though my brother left note there will alwyas be unaswered questions and what ifs
@ Brown
His children are blaming the Ambien because he didn’t show any signs of depression but you never know
@ choco Usher??? Nooooooo. Don’t tell me that *sad face*